Thursday 17th July, 2008

I got a call from That's life magazine yesterday and they read my story back to me so that I could approve of what they were printing about me ! They had the usual stereotypical 'plates piled high with food and stodge' as being the reason for my weight gain but I set that bit straight because really it wasn't like that at all. They've used a bit of artistic license too with the details but nothing that bends the truth out of all measure, it just makes it more readable. They told me that the feature comes out on August 7th but the date on the front is August 14th. I hope I don't look like an idiot in it !!

The BBC are coming here next Thursday to do their background filming so I have been thinking.... omg, what will I look like with my big tired panda eyes ! I have decided that monday will be my last night before they come so I don't have those big black bags under my eyes, but now I am also worrying about what I should wear too ! I can straighten my hair, that's not a problem, but what should I wear to make myself look presentable. I don't want to have to 'suck it in' all day but at the same time I don't want to look like I wobble when I walk either ! Once I get past next thursday I have the 14th August to look towards too, and what I will wear and look like on that day in London ! Oh help !!! Why oh why did I put myself forward for this ?! I so don't want to look like a jerk !

Anyway. I am keeping this post short and sweet today. Nothing special to report really. Working crazy number of nights and feeling like a zombie. Have a headache today which won't shift too, and didn't sleep much today so I expect I'm going to be shattered tonight at work. Ho hum.